Sylvia Chen Minjia

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its rather messy here.
i need a break.

Maroon 5
"Wake Up Call"

I didn't hear what you were saying.
I live on raw emotion baby
I answer questions never maybe
And I'm not kind if you betray me.
So who the hell are you to say we
Never would have made it babe.

If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I’m taking love
And it’s not my fault
Cause you both deserve
What is coming now
So don’t say a word

Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here? I don't think so.

Would have bled to make you happy
You didn't need to treat me that way
And now you beat me at my own game
And now I find you sleeping soundly
And your lovers screaming loudly
Hear a sound and hit the ground

If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I’m taking love
And it’s not my fault
Cause you both deserve
What’s coming now

So don’t say a word

Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here?
I don’t feel so bad, I don’t feel so bad, I don’t feel so bad

I'm so sorry darling
Did I do the wrong thing?
Oh, what was I thinking?
Is his heart still beating?

Woah oh ohh
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here anymore? I don’t feel so bad

Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don’t you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don’t think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won’t come around here anymore
No, he won’t come around here. I don’t feel so bad

I don’t feel so bad (Wake up call)
I don’t feel so bad (Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed)
I don’t feel so bad (Don’t you care about me anymore?)
Care about me? I don’t feel so bad.
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?

Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat
"LUCKY"

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh



its just two totally different feelings altogether. but they came together.

SORRY FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES. ARCHITECTURE STUDENTS LEAD A BUSY BORING LIFE. THE ONLY LIFE WE HAVE IS STUDIO LIFE. SO COME DOWN AND SEE IT FOR YOURSELF.

I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS. EVERYONE.
I MISS HAVING MY BESTIE AROUND.

went out on a besties day out last thursday! hadnt had such a great shopping time for a long long time liao. due to financial crisis.
bought loads of things today. really nice arty farty stuffs (: whee.
and im more happy than guilty. prolly it would take a few more days before i feel guilty about my spending.
and I had had a besties day out for a long time that i forget that my bestie steals food.
cher"ehh look over there got something there!"
syl stupidly turns around.
to turn back her head to find this

and this

AHH! my FUZHOU FISHBALL! i think im gonna become smaller handing around with my bestie more often. AHHAHHA but i still love her. so funny
and we went to forver 21 and wondered who will ever buy this

terrible.
and took a sexy ass picture! wahahhhah

and this really artistic-picture-by-accident at hula and co (forgot whats it called)

and she wanted a pic of herself. *quick take me* * faster* (ewww)

and went to art friends to explore.
and she gave me a blank face.

and she decided to go enroll to be the girl-next-door for DEAL OR NO DEAL.

and we met up an artist at artfriend who is so cute.

hahaha yea. (myself acting all arty and farty) HEHEHEHE.
got this for our little friend nicole. so cute. so sad never got to see her yst ): *secretly wishing for another outing that i can make it *

and the stuffs i got and some i got with my BFF



i love shopping therapy.
and i secretly wish that i could get this for my bday! its a really nice watch that i spied for in MUJI for years.
one reason it nvr got sold cos its damn ex! 190+ OMG. highness. but i love it.
any one want get it for me (: *HEHEHE*


anw, i wish for more money then i can conduct more shopping therapy with my bestie. had the best and most tiring day walkin up and down the streets today! so fun! im so over online shopping. its more fun to see the real stuffs.
I LOVE MY BESTIE CHERIE, thou i think she loves her ruirui more.
nights.

so please imagine some cartoons (:

It was a special day for Mooch.
He wanted to give his best friend, Earl, a gift.
But what to give him?
He had a bowl.
He had a bed.
He had a chewy toy.
he had it ALL.
Mooch thought and thought.
What do you get for someone who has everything?
NOTHING.
He would give Earl the gift of nothing.
But in this world filled with so many somethings, where could he find nothing?
Mooch often heard Frank say "there's nothing on TV"
But as far as Mooch could tell, there's always something on TV.
Mooch often heard Dory and her friends say "there's nothing to do"
But as far as Mooch could tell, everybody was always doing something.
Millie came home from the store and said, "There's nothing to buy"
So Mooch went shopping.
and saw "SALE!" "BUY!"
Mooch looked up and down every aisle.
He found many many many somethings.
The latest this, the newest that.
but as far as he could tell, NOTHING was not for sale.
So Mooch went home and sat on his pillow.
and just stayed still ( as cats often do)
And not looking for it,
he found, NOTHING.
So he went and got a box.
and put nothing in it.
Then Mooch thought, "hmmm, maybe Earl deserves more than this."
So he got a bigger box.
"Now there's PLENTY OF NOTHING"
~went over to Earl's house~
"For me?" said Earl, "Mooch, you didnt have to give me anything"
'Who told him?' thought Mooch.
Earl opened Mooch's gift.
? *blank face*
"There's nothing here" said Earl.
"Yesh" said Mooch.
"nothing...", "but me and you".
*embrace*
So Mooch and Earl just stayed still and enjoyed nothing
and
everything.

*the end*

such a sweet story, i love kids book. im gonna read it to kids next time.
so cute and sweet. go find the book in kinokuniya.

please take a minute to look at MY timetable. taking 6 modules. hope i dont die. not forgetting i got one more test this sem, QET. really is tmd. but IM GONNA LOVE IT. かんばんってください！早く起きます。勉強をします！my life. but ARCHITECT DREAMS.
timetable here *click*
(・e・)
ひよこまーく

talked to mak again. and discovered something in me to improve. my rashness/recklessness. lesson number 3.
i realise sometimes i do love to just speak my mind. but by doing so i do hurt some people. making them feel like they are not being listened to or disrespected. even if i did listen, i secretly acknowledge, but the other party would know. different people are to be dealth with differently. some people just need a ear, really. i finally realise, there are many ways where you can be there for someone. you dont have to say much, but just be there. and for some, they want you to be there, to share with them and argue with them, before they come to a consensus.
Hence, one should not just jump into speakin without thinking it through. one should learn to breathe, pause, think and reconsider how you should deal with it. its nice if you can just be who you are and jump into what you want to say, but its always the situation that depicts how one should deal with it.
Thus, one must learn to stay calm, only will one be able to understand better with a clearer mind.
For this, im very guilty towards my best friend. cause i usually misunderstands what she says, and sometimes forget to hear what she wants to say. and even if i heard it, i forget to acknowledge. sorry cherie. im glad to know u still stay by my as my loyal bestie. loves
the award you gave me as being the world greatest bestie should be totally given to you. for being understanding. for standing by me. for not giving up on me. for everything you shared and gave me. im sad, you are leaving. we still have so much more to do together. how many more bestie stuffs we have to do. remember you once said a list of things besties should do togeda! we done polariods. we have a few more to go!

Today i had the longest msn conversation ever. with this personality, a famous ming xin
think you really is naturally funny, and u never fail to make me smile everytime i see you. no matter sad or happy, u make me feel welcome.
you will be surprise by how people actually love the way you are. and love you for it.
dont worry about adapting. people have different ways to do it. for you. just be you. friends will come flockin to you. new school new friends.
rmb if u ever need a studio and shoulder... feel welcomed.
just a stone throw away. dont forget your besties are also a call away. so dont feel lonely.
for some reason. i seem to share alot alot alot with you. FIRE SIGN.
may it be emotions we can let them out togeda, may it be problems we face it togeda. i know we can improve ourselves. we can do it. its just we need to know we are not facing these problems alone.
and some how in between we shared alot of funny stuffs. and cracked imba lame jokes. and keep fatasizing. its like im not being obsessed or anything but think fatasizing helps to keep ur brain thinking and makes u feel a little happier cos if you cant have it dream about it.
and we chatted from 7:30pm - 1 am. longest time i ever had.

sidetrack.
We all dream; we do not understand our dreams, yet we act as if nothing strange goes on in our sleep minds, strange at least by comparison with the logical, purposeful doings of our minds when we are awake. things seems strange cause we compare it against something we find normal. so what's normal? there's not right or wrong way in doing things? why do somethings you do are considered strange just because you don't do what other's do? Why do human mind think? Why are humans made to judge, to discriminate, to ponder, to think? Its not like i don't do the above actions, but why do we do it? If it makes others miserable, why do it? why is there good and bad? why can we be all good?
i love a perfect world which can never be. its just my dream.
don't question it.

thinking about alot of stuffs these days. especially after talkin to a particular someone. who made me think alot more of the reason to the unhappiness in my life.
i came to realise that unhappiness is brought about by dissatisfaction in life. and the thought of wanting everything to be perfect.
in a way, such dissatisfatcion arises by yearning what we want to be, rather than looking at the sum of what we have been.
No one owes you a living. you are the one who carve your path in this world.
You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. its only when you subconciously feel happy that you are truly happy.
You will never live life if you are always looking for the meaning of life.
its only when u subconciously live life that you find life and find more meaning to life. although, it can also be said that he who has a why to live, have a reason to live. therefore, its all about balance in life. we should have a reason to live, to give us a direction, but at the same time its only when you live life that you can also find that there is more meaning in life than how you define it.
next, I have realised that one should never let oneself be bullied into silence and never allow oneself to be made a victim, and end up losing one's happiness. one should accept no one's definition of one's life, let one define oneself, and hence one's life. live life.
And, life metaphorically is not about having good cards but playing your cards well. i came to realise that its not about one having many good qualities in oneself. but its about being able to use your qualities at the right point, and the ability to use your qualities together well. it made me realise that even though i may not be best at everything, i at least have something of everything. i just have to know how to use them. who knows, by using them more often and correctly, these qualities might grow.
right now, what i can do, is to learn to love the way i am. to embrace my life using my heart. and to do so, is to keep looking at the more positive side of things instead of yearning for the best of everthing i want to be. no one can ever be perfect. and i can learn to love the imperfections of life.
and love is the beauty of the soul. to fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.

私は自分自身を突然見つけた。
thankyou my dear mak, no matter what. thanks for hearin me out.
i found a friend in you


sidetrack.
omg. I PASSED MY JAPANESE E1 test. 89% omg. its BAND 1.
maybe its god way of telling my i have alot to be proud of in life.
just that im always dissatisfied.
repentence.
毎日、私は自分自身をもっとますます愛する。

i want to believe that theres something in my life to be proud of. i really do.
sometimes i just cant seem to be able to find myself doing anything good or outstanding. and all my brothers are like damn great. maybe i still havent realise my strength. come on syl, find something you can really be proud of.

sometimes, i just wanna escape to another world of my own, where i have nothing to worry about. i just wanna be me and be liked for who i am. and not having to live up to people's expectation.

i wish theres someone who will lend me a ear, a shoulder and a heart.
my dearest bestie. where are you?

today was a great day. went to sentosa, thou it wasnt very sunny, im still unevenly tanned. after which had lunch at hawker center, whoo budget. then later went to DAISO and GLORIA's BEANS, had a really great time sharing with you guys (mak and tina) and i hope we have many more things to share in future. sometimes i really wonder what the future holds for me. i wanna know the ending so guess i have to live to see the ending. and nvr stray from what i am.
and we went PITSTOP with ngern, yvonne, junren, nelson, jo'an, mak, justina. had a really fun time, playin INTELLECTUAL games. im so not a this kinda games person. i prefer the no brain game. BUT IM HAPPY TO SAY I HAVE IMPROVED IN TABOO! *quick 29th clap for me*

now sidetracking.
things always happen unexpectedly, and unknowingly.
sometimes, i wonder what is love, why g-d created love, why do we love?
and i cant stop to ponder who will show me to love like i never loved before?
when will i not be hurt again?
sometimes love is just such a painful ordeal, that i never want to love again?
but i cant stop and think, will there be someone who will lead me away from such negative thoughts of love?
im just really confused.
i have yet to understand myself.
but i just have to be myself. stay strong.
人間はなぜ愛するか。
私はちょうど私が代わりに愛してもいいように愛されたいと思う。

life is fair if u look at it in a more positive light.
life is all about being able to take it, and being able to let it go.